Archive for October, 2006

Tuesday, October 24th, 2006

aRGHH… I can’t stand it! *Warning* For those who has low level of tolerance for Complaints, please do yourself a favour do not read any further beyond here.

Humans! Selfish Humans! If I have magical power, I would turn that person into a farm pig! No, a farm chicken, waiting to be slaughter and deep fried! Once again, the earth is in tremour (Some of you should know whom I’m referring to by now, seeing the word "TREMOUR")! I’m lucky this time, the flying dagger is not thrown onto my back, it’s on someone else’s back. That stab was OUCHHHH! A bad one… That Farm Chicken (I’ve decided to call the person that for now), is such a loud, insensitive, selfish, peabrain sucker! Pardon me for my language! But that’s the way that FC is! I can’t stand that FC’s way of doing things. I told FC off but FC just gave me the sticking out tongue kind of face. Simply stupid! Just because of wanting to save own arse and sacrificing the other’s job (maybe), what kind of human being are you?

Next! About that BLN (Big Long Nose) Boss of mine. Sometimes I would secretly wished that he could not talk for a month! Since morning till now, my name seems to be his favourite word! Joey! Do this! Joey! Please shred this! Joey! Take away this! Joey! Clear the rubbish! JOEY! Format this! JOOOEY! The machine is stuck, goddamned it! JOEY! PUT SOME PAPER IN THE F****** PRINTER! For every 15 minutes, my name fills the air in the office. Do I bloody hell look like a freaking maid or what? Should I say,"Yes Sir! Coming coming coming!" or "Sir, right away sir!" and scrambled around like a fat rat with cheese stuff in its mouth and charging towards to get more cheese? Oh please! Get lost BLN! Well, I said it but not in that manner. Instead, I said,"Can I just bloody do it later, I’ve much more important things to do than slotting papers into the damned printer!" Whoops! I think I’ve lost it. Oh well! Who cares! I can’t always let him have his way! So what he’s my boss? Fire me if he wants, I don’t care anymore. Five years in this stupid company, I had it! It took me long enough to realise that I’m a fool working for them for so long. Why do I allowed myself to be taken advantage of? Why do I always let it pass by me that easily (I meant my anger)? What am I fearing of actually? Why didn’t I learn to stand up for my own rights in the past? Stupid Joey! Hope it’s not too late for me to learn now!

Wednesday, October 18th, 2006

The late nights studies have taken away my soul!

Every single day, the moment when I wake up, I could feel my energy level getting lower. My books have slowly sucked away my energy! Joey is seriously injured, mentally.  The stress level keeps rising every moment as the exam count down starts since.. I can’t remember when. From a bubbly, strange, happy girl, I became a grouchy, grumpy, irritating and insensitive old bag! 

Two more weeks, I’ve to hold my breathe for another two more weeks! Cheer for me, my friends! I’ve been having dreams about my studies and classmates for consecutively 3 days! No, 4 days to be exact. Arggh.. And when I rest on my work station for a few minutes, I would jumped up for no reason and grabbed my calculator