Yadding Nonsense
Because of this course, I’ve not been able to sleep and eat well. Everyday the same thing kept revolving in my mind, SCHOOLWORK.. EXAMS.. PROJECTSSS.. I can’t seems to slow down the train! Everytime when I step back for a breather, I seems to be receiving a hard smack on my head! And when I try to sleep, I’ll either get heavy dreams (not wet dreams if that’s what you guys are thinking!!!!) or will be tossing and turning on the bed through out the night! No good night sleep (that explains why my dark eye circles are getting darker!!!). Oh well, another one and a half year more to go! I’ll just hold on! Can someone hold my butt please, while I climb my way up to the top? ha!
In this course, I’ve gotten to know a bunch of people who are crazier and weirder than me! hmm.. I didn’t know such people would exist! ha! Or am I aging so much that I’ve lost my "charm"? Or is it subconsciously I’ve tucked my entertaining skills at the back of my brain? Weird.. But R still finds me weird and funny! Okie! That’s all it matters anyway! ha!
Last night, I gathered up all my courage and wrote a "No-No" email to H. He’s sweet and charming but then it’s wrong to be doing what we’ve done. Not sex of course! DUHZ Please do not always link me with sex! I know what is in your mind Donk! ha! Guess my "naughty" days are all over! Over!!! Which somehow leads me feeling proud of myself in certain aspects. But then, another side of me, still wants to play the field, I’ve been surpressing that side for the longest time ever! Contridicting huh! Well, at the end of the day it really depends on what I’m heading for, fun or boring settled life.
