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Because of this course, I’ve not been able to sleep and eat well. Everyday the same thing kept revolving in my mind, SCHOOLWORK.. EXAMS.. PROJECTSSS.. I can’t seems to slow down the train! Everytime when I step back for a breather, I seems to be receiving a hard smack on my head! And when I try to sleep, I’ll either get heavy dreams (not wet dreams if that’s what you guys are thinking!!!!) or will be tossing and turning on the bed through out the night! No good night sleep (that explains why my dark eye circles are getting darker!!!). Oh well, another one and a half year more to go! I’ll just hold on! Can someone hold my butt please, while I climb my way up to the top? ha!

In this course, I’ve gotten to know a bunch of people who are crazier and weirder than me! hmm.. I didn’t know such people would exist! ha! Or am I aging so much that I’ve lost my "charm"? Or is it subconsciously I’ve tucked my entertaining skills at the back of my brain? Weird.. But R still finds me weird and funny! Okie! That’s all it matters anyway! ha!

Last night, I gathered up all my courage and wrote a "No-No" email to H. He’s sweet and charming but then it’s wrong to be doing what we’ve done. Not sex of course! DUHZ Please do not always link me with sex! I know what is in your mind Donk! ha! Guess my "naughty" days are all over! Over!!! Which somehow leads me feeling proud of myself in certain aspects. But then, another side of me, still wants to play the field, I’ve been surpressing that side for the longest time ever! Contridicting huh! Well, at the end of the day it really depends on what I’m heading for, fun or boring settled life. 

From:	al satpam
Date:	Friday, March 24, 2006 9:58:00 AM
Subject:	halo girlfriend!!!
Message:	so so u want someone with a gentle touch ……ok let me give u yhe touch of a horny way which could make u fill wet down there n when it’s time i;ll peel wide open ur wet jiucy pussy n lick it slowly till u feel the urged wanting me to pump u all the way

I’m starting to wonder, is Friendster starting to become sex addicts’ hunting ground or I’m just purely unlucky? I do believe, I’m not the only one who received such mails. And this is not the first I’ve received too. The reason for posting this, is, wanting to show how heartless men sometimes can be. A married man goes round hunting for his prey, secretly hoping someone can satisfy him the way he wants it to be. Maybe.. I should reply to this guy, ask him to meet me and bringing along honey, bees, whips and chocolate! ha! Nay, maybe pins, whip, salt and glass bottles would be a better combination! ha!

What’s wrong with the world?! It’s getting from bad to worse. What’s coming up next?

Sometimes I do wonder, is it women who caused men to betray their wife or are men the ones who started the ball rolling causing women to become sluts? It sounds like "Chicken First or Egg First" question, isn’t it? ha! Seriously, I do pity that sicko’s wife. She doesn’t deserved to be treated in such a manner, noone deserved that sort of treatment! But then again, why did that sicko do such a thing? I guess only he has the answer. I shan’t comment on that, anyway I don’t have the rights to.

I came across a few cases of sluts betraying their men and yet they can make their men go kneeling down on their knees for them again! Weird and stupid men! Whoops! Sorry! I meant those who go crying and trying to commit suicide for those sluts. Anyway, back to story. Those sluts are absolutely drop dead gorgeous on the outer but what’s the use of looking good and yet inside them are hideous and unloveable?  They love playing mind games but always claimed they are not. *rolling eye balls* Men please go figure! If you’re off track, hope you can find back your way out of the enchanted forest!

H, if you’re reading this, you should stop whatever you’re doing. You’ve a girlfriend and you should learn to love and cherish her more than ever. When she’s gone, you’re going to hate yourself for missing the feeling of holding her hands so bad, smelling her sweet smelling hair and hugging her to bed every night. A 12 years relationship like yours, never comes easy. New is good but old is even better than before!

This morning I received an email from my bud, it’s about Beliefs, Men Have About Women. There comes the urged to blog! I do believed that some of you may have read about it. And I strongly believed that at least 95% of the women out there, do agree to what they’ve read! ha!

Well, men and women have their own differences and the way they communicate through body languages and speech are totally different. "Men sees situation as a circle, women sees it as a square. Women sees the situation as triangle, men don’t see anything." Communicate plays an important part. Some men thinks that women are always possessive, petty and always jealous to the max but did they ever wonder why is that so?  And turning the table round, did any women ever sit down and think why are men doing the ignoring acts? Sometimes, it’s a pity that women and men just go on their own ways, without even knowing what’s going on in between them and make the same mistakes all over again with another party.

Another, Men thinks that women are high maintainence. Well, MEN!! OPEN UP YOUR EYES WIDE AND USE YOUR BRAINS TO THINK AND NOT YOUR WANKING TOOL! If you ever come across women who have expensive taste, you either keep away from them unless you have money to spare or stop complaining if you love them. And women, ever stopped and wonder why men are complaining about us?

My thoughts about the whole thingy? Whoever the person who wrote that, is either an example of a typical woman or a man who has just managed to open up his thoughts about woman. Bottomline? Women, stop pitying yourself and get a life! And men? Stop whining and show the women out there what you’ve really got under those pants! Not big rods! But guts or balls (if some prefer to hear) to adapt to certain changes and stick to them!

Met R’s whole family last weekend. The feeling was quite mutual, I would say. ha! Who says cross race relationships are complicated?!

R has a very weird family. Well, I guess where you come from and how you were being taught since young, does play a part in what you are now. His niece and nephew are so much different from the kids in Singapore. Kids in Singapore nowadays, are really pampered to the max. Foreign kids have all their freedom to do certain things but then their manners are taught in a weirdest manner which would never happen in Singapore. For example, if a Singaporean kid were to stick two chopsticks in their mouth, trying to look like dracula in a restuarant, do you think the parents would be laughing at them, shouting at them, ignoring them or slapping them right across the face? Does all these behaviour rings a bell? R’s sister-in-law laughed at her daughter and asked her softly, "Is it right to do that in a restuarant?" Immediately, his niece looked at her mom, took out the chopsticks and shaked her head shyly. His nephew is the weirdest among the three kids! He has a funny yet irritating character YET on the whole, he’s shy!He eats only plain rice during the dinner so his mom took away his plain rice and replaced it with yummy fried rice, he sulked and hid under the table! What did the parents do? Nothing! After 10 mins, he realised that noone is going to comfort him, he climbed back to his seat and start poking his dad and make funny faces at me! Realising that it doesn’t seems to salvage the situation, so he got down from his seat, walked around the table many times, poking everyone with his little finger and with his head down! hahahaha! Seriously, if you guys are there, you’ll be laughing your head off! In such a situation, how would Singaporean parents react? Do I have to spell it out? I bet you guys have seen lots of "those" reactions. If I’m him, my dad would give me a tight slap on the face straight away without saying anything. If my memory did not failed me, my dad taught me manners by staring at me then comes a flying hand, it came so fast that I couldn’t remember how many slaps were given to me! But then I’m thankful for what he did. Or else I would be picking my nose, scratching my hair and playing with my utensils when I’m having my meals. But my dad would never embarrassed me in the public like most of the parents do nowadays. Oh! R’s baby niece, that one is one hell of a chubbiest, friendliest and strongest baby I’ve ever seen! Can you imagine a 7 month old baby shaking the whole pram??? From far, she looks like an angel!Golden hair, Big blue eyes, reddish cheeks ,a smiley chubby double chin face! ha! I’ll try to get a picture of her and post it in here. You guys will loved her! haha!