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I’m starting to get a little terrified about men’s behaviour. The things they say, the words they used and the way they behaved towards me. Am I just being plain paranoid about nothing or something is telling me something? Why some men can’t tell their female friends that they are spending time with their girlfriend? Instead, using the excuse,"Oh, I’m staying home!" (Sorry B! I’ve just got to use this example!) Are we females turning into invisible stones at that point of time or we’re being outshine by unwanted third party? Seriously, are girlfriends slowly becoming a home vase?

A friend just popped out this sentence,"Love is worth the wait" After a few months of struggles, she’s finally awake! I’ve always believed in enduring and take things slow. No pain, no gain baby!

Sometimes I just don’t get it.. Why is it so hard to get message across to certain people? I wonder.. which part of the conversation people do not understand? Or just merely forgets about it? Or playing the denial game? Or worse still, doing the "I’m freaking negative, what are you going to do to me, bite me?" I just simply can’t tolerate people being so negative about everything and always feeling so dejected, as if the whole world owes her a favour. Not my cup of tea babe! I do believed, sometimes friends do play a big part in influencing the mind set of the other party. But then, come to think of it, without these bunch of people around, the world would seems so boring and dull.

Feeling kind of edgy these days, I guess the "once" a month thingy got something to do with the mood. And adding on top of it with my nasty cold, it "perfects" my days!

Last night a classmate of mine told me she missed all of us, she got me thinking. I’ve came to realise that, where have all my friends gone to?!? My committments caused me to drift myself away from them. For a single second, sadness overtook my emotion. Looking at a different angle of it, I’ve lost some (not entirely), I’ve gained some. That thought lit up a smile on my face! ha! See! Mood swing! The beautiful art work of internal blood flow!

Alrighty, I’m back! Miss me? I know some of you do, that’s why my mailbox is full of nags! ha! Stop nagging at me, here I am writting stuff again.

Exams are finally over! But.. I feel so bored without my books!!! Isn’t it weird? I feel so empty and useless. hmm… I must start planning for my "something" with my two girls (poohie and hammie) ha! Do more window shopping and boxing! My fists are itching for a good punch! Sandbag volunteer anyone? ha!

Have you ever wonder why women always have their ways to turn the whole situation from black to white, denying to others and themselves, unknowingly that they ARE those materialistic kind of airhead trash. But after a few minutes of conversation..WALA! Words came flowing out. They would say,"No! I do love him! Not because he spent heaps on me! It’s because we can communicate well! Unlike when I’m with that particular someone, I can’t even understand him, always having communication breakdown. But with this guy, the exchanging of conversation over our meals were fantastic and we understood each other perfectly! Oh and he said he’s going to bring me to a french restaurant. I’ve checked it out, it’s very expensive! *glow in her eyes*Can’t wait to set my teeth on those expensive stuff!…blah blah blah" After which, her words got me thinking. What does this woman really want out of a relationship? Do all women behaved in that way too? Wants materials to satisfy their huge appetite or I’ve overlooked something else much more important which they have seen it and I don’t?

Track back, when she mentioned communication, indeed she and that guy do have a very bad communication breakdown except for, when they are doing the "exchanging of fluids"! After studying BC, it made me realised, what are those actual stuff which causes communication to breakdown and it’s quite true. Sometimes people have their own way of thinking and can’t really accept any other perceptions , communication at haul immediately! Using direct simple language help others to understand your message better. Try to develop better listening skills in order not to miss out any important information which your speaker is trying to pass to you. Oh.. and one common mistake which most women, including myself would make is Emotion hinders. Sometimes emotion would hinder the conversation in between two parties. So control your emotions and listen hard. Am I giving BC lessons or what?! ha!