Monday, August 29th, 2005
I see the sun! I’m feeling the warmth again! I’m back! I’m back!
I felt so different after I woke up this morning. Strength, courage and confidence all came to me at once. I’ve straighten out my thoughts. All thanks to H.D… again, my morale booster!!! I shall not let those things affect my mood. No more! Last straw! I need my smiles and my stupid giggles! I can’t live without my digusting loud laughter! No more grumbly grumply Jo! Welcome me home!
I’ve just browsed through everyone in my profile. Some of them are my primary school mates.. gosh.. I took a closer look at them, they still look the same as how they looked like in primary school!!! I mean most of them. Woah… what did they take? Essence of Youth? Youth Holy Water? Same age as me and yet I looked so much older! Damned! I got to do something about it! Where’s my face life machine!!!?? Whoops…
Serious mode, I don’t really feel that old and haggy now, in fact I felt good! Two years back, yes I felt the strained; now, definitely no. I’m clueless in the way I’ve behaved! Or maybe I’ve heard and seen too much? No matter what you do, what you eat, how you watch your diet, good looks will still fade away. BUT in the eyes of the beholder.. you’ll always be as beautiful as the first day you’ve met each other. Last saturday, I was talking to H.D. and a friend of ours about women, boobies and brazilian wax. ha! I asked them, what kind of boobies do men like, Big, Medium or Small. I’ve actually asked similar question to my other friends, apparently men prefers medium size boobies! Big bOObies scares men off! hmm… really? All along I thought men are crazy over big ones. What’s so scary about big bOObies? Suffocated them to death while the women humping on top of them? ha! Brazilian wax,very sensitive and tender like a baby’s bottom! Some men just love it and women finds it sexy and clean! Brazilian on men..hmm.. I’ve never seen one! ARgh… I heard from a friend, the pain was incredible! "Incredible" hmm.. what does he mean by incredible? ha! Guess he just loves pain huh?
I got to know a cute dude with dimples through a friend. His smile will "kill" a thousand women within a hundred metres! I’m a sucker for dimples! ha! Very smart and friendly guy who really loves intelluctual exchange… Any takers? *Acting like a mama-san*