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I see the sun! I’m feeling the warmth again! I’m back! I’m back!

I felt so different after I woke up this morning. Strength, courage and confidence all came to me at once. I’ve straighten out my thoughts. All thanks to H.D… again, my morale booster!!! I shall not let those things affect my mood. No more! Last straw! I need my smiles and my stupid giggles! I can’t live without my digusting loud laughter! No more grumbly grumply Jo! Welcome me home!

I’ve just browsed through everyone in my profile. Some of them are my primary school mates.. gosh.. I took a closer look at them, they still look the same as how they looked like in primary school!!! I mean most of them. Woah… what did they take? Essence of Youth? Youth Holy Water? Same age as me and yet I looked so much older! Damned! I got to do something about it! Where’s my face life machine!!!?? Whoops…

Serious mode, I don’t really feel that old and haggy now, in fact I felt good! Two years back, yes I felt the strained; now, definitely no. I’m clueless in the way I’ve behaved! Or maybe I’ve heard and seen too much? No matter what you do, what you eat, how you watch your diet, good looks will still fade away. BUT in the eyes of the beholder.. you’ll always be as beautiful as the first day you’ve met each other.  Last saturday, I was talking to H.D. and a friend of ours about women, boobies and brazilian wax. ha! I asked them, what kind of boobies do men like, Big, Medium or Small. I’ve actually asked similar question to my other friends, apparently men prefers medium size boobies! Big bOObies scares men off! hmm… really? All along I thought men are crazy over big ones. What’s so scary about big bOObies? Suffocated them to death while the women humping on top of them? ha! Brazilian wax,very sensitive and tender like a baby’s bottom! Some men just love it and women finds it sexy and clean! Brazilian on men..hmm.. I’ve never seen one! ARgh… I heard from a friend, the pain was incredible! "Incredible" hmm.. what does he mean by incredible? ha! Guess he just loves pain huh?

I got to know a cute dude with dimples through a friend. His smile will "kill" a thousand women within a hundred metres! I’m a sucker for dimples! ha! Very smart and friendly guy who really loves intelluctual exchange… Any takers? *Acting like a mama-san*

Everything just falls apart…

Small details in life are always the main icon but people just chose to overlook them and denied all the fact which was place right infront of them. When a friend did something small and meant well, have you ever thank them enough for being nice? Maybe you shouldn’t. Saying Thank You doesn’t show much appreciation. Response to the small details they did for you is the best reward for them. When things goes wrong for you because they said something which they shouldn’t have but they meant well, do you start accusing them, hate them, scold them stupid and forgot about what they had done for you? And even fell out with them? I caught the bug and my heart is bleeding…

Life…

Life is really a beautiful place where lessons are held. We’re able to learn alot just by observing one’s  behaviour and listen to their thoughts

This month is really a tough one for me. Big lesson! In relationship aspect, I’ve begin to see a new light. In friendship , I’ve come to realise there’s something to do with trust and more. hmmm… or that’s the way things should go normally?

Human beings really amazed me (not as if I’m not one) with what they can do and what’s on their mind, way beyond anyone can imagine! One can worried non-stop about things which they shouldn’t be bothered with, lose focus on the rest, go crazy, laughing and getting all pissed off at the same time! I’ve a friend who was down with colon irritation and her so-call girlfriend thought that he has HIV!?! That’s really hilarious! Boy oh boy! I better watch what I eat then! Just in case, I ,too get colon irritation and others might think that I have contracted HIV too! ha! Can one love till they go insane? Is loving someone equals to suffering? Hmm… Not for me! As what God always said, love others like how you love your close ones… Sometimes when you let jealousy gets into your head, that is where things start to change. Blame on nobody but yourself.

Friends, what kind of friends do humans usually sought for? Any requirements? What do I think? ha! No requirements! Why should I have requirements for friends? Not as if, I’m that special! "Treat friends how you would like to be treated yourself" (thanks horny donk… whoops I mean crazy donk, for correcting me!)

School Time!

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Accent.

Everyone of us has a special accent of our own but why do people still choose to talk like the others? For example, when an asian talks to a foreigner, their accent immediately changed! Are they not comfortable with how they sound or they want to be on the same level as the foreigner? Or are they just afraid that the foreigner will not be able to understand what the heck they are talking about?

Just heard someone tried to talk with that "rojak" accent to boss. Give me a break! It sounds terrible! :op Why can’t they just stick to their usual accent? I came across an interesting article about this issue, the author wrote " Those people who changes their accent to level themselves with the opposite party, are not comfortable for who and what they are." Is that true? hmm… I realised that many of us asian do have this problem. But what actually makes them think that they should change their accent? Foreigners are way superior than asians? Nay! I don’t think so!